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Sacred Rage
What if your anger isn't something to be suppressed, but a powerful messenger trying to protect what's sacred in your life?
In this raw, unfiltered episode, Naomi opens up about a recent boundary violation at her healing practice that triggered a necessary wave of protective anger. She challenges the spiritual community's tendency to bypass anger in favor of "love and light," revealing how this disconnection can lead to depression, anxiety, and even physical illness when we refuse to honor our body's warning system.
"Being angry is not bad," Naomi explains. "What's destructive is when you allow that anger to fester like a sore, get infected within you, and then create stories that aren't true." Her vulnerable account of confronting someone who threatened the safety of her practice illustrates how setting firm boundaries isn't unspiritual—it's essential for protecting our energy and those we serve.
The conversation shifts to Naomi's current journey through Cancer season, where she's embracing a fasting practice that's helping her shed not just physical weight but old stories, identities, and fears of not being accepted. "I'm tired of overworking, of trying too hard, of this hustle mentality that is so fucking toxic," she shares. "I just want to lead with my heart."
For anyone feeling triggered lately or questioning their emotional responses, this episode offers permission to honor all aspects of your emotional landscape. Remember: your anger might be the very thing guiding you toward deeper authenticity and freedom. Join Naomi in this intimate exploration of emotional intelligence, boundary-setting, and the journey back to trusting ourselves.
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Welcome back to the Joyful Shaman. I am Naomi, your host with the most, and I am back again to share stories, insight, inspiration and healing with you. So those of you that might be finding this welcome. We are on the weekend of the 4th of July technically America's birthday but I think a lot of people aren't really feeling that patriotic energy. We definitely honor everyone and the ancestors that have come this way to create this country that we live in and we are citizens of and that we do appreciate in various ways, but I think the overall energy is they don't feel that everybody has the same rights and independence and freedom. And there's so many things that have happened this week with the bills that got signed into law and what that could mean for people, what that could mean for people, especially those that rely on state and federal government programs and things like that, and so the world just feels like I just need to enjoy myself and focus on myself because there is so much information that's constantly coming into our faces. And I myself, I've never been a big fan of 4th of July. I like fireworks and things like that, but I'm patriotic to a certain sense. My parents live here and so I was born in this country and I'm grateful to have my freedom. So I'm grateful to be who I am, I'm grateful that I get to have my business and be fully free. But there's also a part of me that's like not everyone gets to do that and I feel that what is the sense of being an American has completely changed from what I believe was the intention from 1776. So I've definitely just been resting a lot this weekend and being in deep, deep introspection. But this week I want to talk about what's been coming up for cancer season and I also want to talk about anger. I want to talk about anger first because it's definitely been rising more and more, not just within the collective or this country or the world, but within my community and within myself as well and in my past circles, like in June when I was wrapping up gatherings.
Speaker 1:Anger keeps coming up for people, and people I think needed to understand and see a different perspective on what anger is, especially as women. Women, we are entrained to keep our emotions in check and that being labeled or being seen as an angry woman means a volatile, unstable and a woman that is just so up and down in their moods that they're just seen as extreme mental illness when it's so much, whereas really anger is just your body's way of letting you physically know something's not right and I need to check in with myself and I need to voice it and I need to find a way to understand it without it becoming rage. Rage can be a destructive force, you know, if it's out of control, imagine like a wildfire. If it gets out of control it's just going to burn, burn, burn and destroy. But anger in and of itself is a catalyst, and so I have posted this week on social media this really big post that actually resonated with a lot of different people, of understanding like rage or anger, before it escalates into rage, because rage, I feel, is untapped and suppressed anger built with shame, guilt, resentment and past woundings all jumbled up together that just create this giant fireball. But anger in and of itself is your body's way, your spirit's way of saying like hey, this isn't right, we've had enough, this can't go on anymore. This is putting our body physically and emotional and nervous system meltdown. Mentally it's driving you up the wall and making you second guess yourself, making you go to the extreme, putting you in beyond stress mode, fight or flight mode and like we've had enough. You've got to voice something, you've got to say something, you've got to make a change. And so we need to be angry, we need to dive in and lean into when we're feeling anger.
Speaker 1:And a lot of people were like I've been doing some readings and they're like I'm not angry. And I said what do you mean? You're not angry? And they're like I don't really feel anger. And I was like you may not feel rage. But I said but you're here because you're angry about something else that's deeper within you that maybe you're afraid to see or it needs to be uncovered. And this is why you're here asking questions, because you're like why isn't this happening? That's anger. It's just. Everybody feels it differently and sometimes, when we learn to suppress it and keep it deep down, it manifests in other ways, beyond rage. It might manifest in disassociation, it might manifest in severe depression, it might manifest in severe anxiety, mania, impulsive actions, addictions.
Speaker 1:Anger is a human, physical emotion lets you know something's not right, and so I have been really reflecting on that, not just to provide answers for my clients or for my community, but also within myself. I feel like I haven't gotten angry as much I get frustrated and maybe that is the beginning of anger, but I haven't gotten angry about something in a minute and maybe because I live just a very quiet, introverted life outside of my workspace that I just try to keep harmonious. But I also realized that keeping harmonious and not speaking up is building up energy within me that can really put me off the wall, so to speak, when it just compresses and it has to blow its top. You know, I want to say this past week I got really angry and it wasn't part of actions that a person took that made me feel unsafe, made my business feel unsafe, violated professional and personal boundaries, but it was also like I am a deep protector of what I feel is sacred and what I feel is secure and that anyone or anything that crosses that boundary I will fight you literally tooth and nail to protect it. And it was something that came out of the blue.
Speaker 1:It happened on Wednesday and Wednesday I had a busy day of Zoom calls, trying to meet with people for upcoming retreats, and I was working with my co-host, cindy, who were leading the Wisdom of the Goddess retreat in Isla Mujeres, mexico, in November, and we had two Zoom meetings back to back with two women who had registered to do like a discovery call, like a meet and greet, like hey, let's get to know you, get to know us, let's see if it's a vibe, let's see if it's a harmonious and mutual alignment for us to extend the invitation and for you to join us if it's a good fit. And this is my screening process for all of my retreats. I am not a person that's just like, yeah, sign up, because I need bodies and I need money. No, this is about healing, it's about connection, it's about mutual energetic exchange with the aligned people, because I'm here to work with people that are willing to show the fuck up for themselves the way that I show up for myself, to the best of my ability, and that's fucking real. Okay, and I'm not for everybody and I will say no to you if it's just not in alignment.
Speaker 1:And so one of my biggest pet peeves in the retreat industry is that people fucking blow you off. You know they'll be like, yeah, I'll register, I'm signing up, we're communicating, we're set, you set the Zoom meeting, you're sitting there and nobody else is on the other side and I get it. It happens, but it's still fucking rude because I don't like to disrespect anyone else's time and I don't like anyone to disrespect my time. So don't be a fucking coward and just communicate if it's not alignment, you know. So that shit has been happening to me for almost a year and I know it happens to a lot of people, but it's still frustrating for me. So those of you out there that are listening, that are interested in retreats, don't do that to retreat leaders, because, let me tell you, I remember each and every one of you, I put you on a list and if you ever apply to one of my retreats again, it's an automatic no, because that's my boundary and it's not to be mean or upset or anything, but it's just to say it's not respectful. Time cannot be replaced and even though it's a couple of minutes or whatever, it's no big deal. You're just moving on. Be courteous and respectful to say like, hey, I'm not interested because in the future, if you are, that door will not be open to you or it will be open a slight crack with the fact that there's going to be some strong ass boundaries.
Speaker 1:So, needless to say, these two women did not show up this. To say, these two women did not show up the first one, I don't know what happened. Cindy knows her and I think she just got caught up and that's fine. It was her first time and I typically do like one reschedule for that. And then the second woman yeah well, it's a woman that we already had a second reschedule and she blew us off again last week and this week and I'm like, nah, it's not an alignment. And unfortunately it just happens to be another retreat leader and an author and someone that does TED Talks and likes to promote that. Well, she just kept putting excuses and didn't put it on her calendar. It's not an alignment.
Speaker 1:And so I was already frustrated because I had a busy day on Wednesday of taking care of online work, doing these meetings, bringing my linens to be washed by the laundry person and then taking my dad to the doctor. And I was getting this call from a woman that I hadn't spoke to in over a year and, mind you, she's only been to our business with me and Cassie for one sound bath meditation last year. She's a woman that lives in the community, who is older, like late sixties, sick, has an illness and has mental illness, and I've always been respectful of her, but she's always crossed boundaries and I think it's because she suffers from her mental illness and doesn't seek therapy and has no idea how to regulate impulsive behavior, and so I've always just kind of had this guard with her. Well, she disappeared for a year and so she called me. I saw her call come in and a voicemail that said please call me back at your earliest convenience. And I'm like, okay, I'll call her later.
Speaker 1:After all these meetings, after I take my dad, you know, like three or four o'clock in the afternoon, I had another zoom meeting at three 30 with my co-host for Shasta that's coming up on the 23rd. I was going to call her later in the day. I always call back people when they leave me voicemails at my earliest convenience. Like you said, the woman proceeds to call me repeatedly on my business line like five times. And then I totally forgot she had my personal number and started blowing up my personal number too and I was like shit, I have got to fucking block this. This is some negative ass energy I'm feeling right now. I do not need this stress and I was not in the mood after having two blown off Zooms and so I'm off doing my things running around, going to the bank, had to get a new debit card this week because I had to shut it down because I fucking clicked on a link on social media to do some online shopping and it was too good to be true and it was fucking fraud. That was a lesson I had to learn and so I had to get a new card and then take my dad to the doctor and then drop off the linens and it's raining.
Speaker 1:I get six messages from Cassie, as you know, is my business partner, who's working in the office on Wednesday and she's like you need to fucking handle some shit and I'm like what the fuck's going on? Apparently, this woman because I did not call her back immediately or when she wanted decides to Google where our office is and shows up and, as you know, we work in a historical house with the acupuncture physician and four other attorneys. We are by appointment only. There's no walk-ins. That door is locked to protect everybody. It's not that type of business where people are walking in unless you have an appointment, and that's just common sense. That's just how we operate our business.
Speaker 1:This woman was repeatedly, from what I was told by Dr Boatwright and by Cassie, ringing the doorbell and banging on the glass, and it's single pane glass because the house is 120 years old. And so Dr Boatwright heard it and had to step out from her treatment with her patient to open the door and be like hello, who are you? How can I help you? And she said the woman was trying to push her way in and Dr Boatwright stood at the door and she's like hello, how can I help you? And she asked, hey, is Naomi there? And she's like no, she's not here today. And she's like okay, well, she's going to be back. And she keeps trying to push her way in and Dr Boatwright's like she's not here today, how can I help you? And she's like well, is Cassie here? And she's like well, she's in session right now. Manages to push her way inside. She says I'm just going to have goes. No, and she's like but I'm going to sit here. And then she asked her what do you do? And she's like when I'm an acupuncture physician? She's like oh, I want to talk to you about that. She's like no, I'm in session, you're disruptive, you need to sit. Did the woman stay seated?
Speaker 1:No, cassie was finishing up a session with a longtime client of ours who was a loud talker, so she didn't hear any of this. And we have a side door in our treatment room that goes out into the kitchen area that's connected to the house. So she heard Cassie talking as she's going to go wash her hands and the client's getting dressed. So I don't know what this woman was thinking, but she gets up from the couch, I guess, and starts saying hello, hello, and then she starts knocking on our treatment room door. Our door does not have a lock because you're not permitted to have locks for safety reasons. And so she's turning the knob and the client in there is getting dressed. She has no clothes on and she's like I'm almost dressed. I don't know if the lady heard it or not, because we have very loud sound machines that block out sound.
Speaker 1:But Cassie heard something, a commotion in the front living room area, and she comes out and is like hello, can I help you? And she's like oh, I'm sorry, do you remember me? And she's like let go of the door. My client's in there. She's undressed. She's like oh, my god, I'm so sorry. And she's like do you remember me? She goes, I know who you are, she. She goes, you came to our soundbite. How can I help you? Why are you here.
Speaker 1:And she's like well, I came to get back on Naomi's schedule. She's like okay, well, naomi's not here, she goes. Yes, this is the third time someone has told me she's not here, she goes, but I am, she goes, how can I help you? And she said well, I want to get back on her schedule. She goes I can't book you. And she's like you can't put me on Naomi's schedule, you can't just book me. She's like no, she's like we're totally separate businesses, we just share an office space. And she's like oh, she goes, have you called Naomi? She goes, yes, but she hasn't called me back. And she's like well, did you give her an opportunity to call you back? She goes well. She's like well, I expect to be called immediately. And she goes that's how Naomi works.
Speaker 1:First of all, she she was really honest. She's like Naomi's not a morning person, which is a hundred percent fucking facts. Okay, I'm not a morning person at all. And second, she's like she's not here. She has other businesses that she runs. She's getting ready to travel to lead a retreat. She's like she works online and you know she's like. She's like she works online and you know she's like she'll call you back at her earliest convenience. Like you left the voicemail. And so she was like, oh, okay, and she's like. She's like is there anything else I can do for you? And then she started bad mouthing a longtime friend and colleague and I've talked about her in my podcast.
Speaker 1:Lonnie is another healer in the community and she's been seeing Lonnie for three years and apparently all of this escalation happened because Lonnie finally had enough of her behavior, which was incredibly unstable, and told her the day before I can no longer see you. And it was Lonnie's daughter's birthday. And Lonnie was like I'm not going to let this woman's energy affect me and affect celebrating my daughter on her special day. And the woman did not take it well, obviously, and was like blowing her up and all of this. And Lonnie was ignoring her. So then she's looking us up and then showing up at our office and all of this within like 24 hours and I'm like what the fuck? And so Cassie had to get her to stop. You know she's like listen, you can't be here. Like Lonnie is a colleague of ours, anybody that wants to come and work with us. From another therapist. We speak to one another because we want to know your history, we want to know your medical conditions. We want to know what you've been working on and we want to know why you're coming to us. If it's just a specific thing, a one-time thing, great, and if you stay over there, that's fine too. But this was not the case and she was escalating and escalating. Cassie finally had to tell her to stop and to leave and she wouldn't leave.
Speaker 1:If Cassie's like you need to go, and when she's texting me all of this, I am so angry. I remember sitting in my SUV, my dad's in the front seat with me, it's raining, I have to get the laundry bags out and go, pull it into the laundromat. And I'm looking at him and he's like something's wrong. And I was like I don't know what's going on. I said but someone showed up at the office and created a scene and a disruption and almost opened a treatment room door on a client, pushed their way in. Dr Boatwright had to step out of office.
Speaker 1:Cassie had to handle this. Cassie's like what the fuck, naomi, do you know what's going on? And I'm like no, and I just are so angry because I was like someone just fucking violated a whole bunch of shit and this is not fucking okay. And I'm trying to be professional. So I just screamed really loud in the SUV. My dad's like do you feel better? And I said momentarily and so I go and I call my shit into the laundromat and I'm trying to call back this woman but I forgot I had blocked her numbers, so I had to unblock her number. I called, thank God she did not pick up. I left a very firm message saying I got your message. This is my earliest convenience at this time. I also received messages from Cassie that all of this happened today.
Speaker 1:This is unacceptable behavior. This is very unprofessional. You just disrespected so many boundaries. You put my practice in unsafe condition. I said you really could have caused the situation. Should you have opened that door, which you should not have even been at the house? You should not have even been at the door and I'm not going to see you. You are not a client of mine. You have never been a client of mine. You will never be on my books. I do not have that capacity and it's not in alignment. And I told her don't ever call again. You are blocked and if you ever show up to our practice again, you will be trespassed. Did she get that? No, she called back and said I don't appreciate your snotty attitude.
Speaker 1:And a voicemail and she said that I was verbally abusive and that she doesn't need it and this and this in her condition. And then I need to return to love and she's not going to take my threats. I don't care. Okay, I never care. When I get to that point, I'm like I've told you what you needed to do, but I let myself be angry instead of like swallowing it in and trying to be the bigger person, because I'm like fuck, no, you are not going to do that, you are not going to cross over this. And so that's my story about anger.
Speaker 1:Lately, and I haven't felt like that for a long time, and even after I said that, I kept second guessing myself of like did I speak too strongly? Because Cassie's like Naomi, you know she's got, she has cancer and she's had cancer for like several years, and she's like maybe it's her cognitive ability. And I was like no dude. I was like she knows what she did. She got in her fucking car and drove here. She know I said all of this has escalated because something has happened. I even reached out to Lonnie, and that's when Lonnie said I had to do this and I said Lonnie, I'm not blaming you, I'm so sorry. I'm glad that you finally put a stop to it. This is what happened to us and I'm letting you know.
Speaker 1:I put a stop to it right fucking today, and I had to read her her goddamn rights. Okay, because if I was there in person, shadow Naomi would have come out, full demonic Naomi would have come out. And I'm glad I wasn't there, but I allowed my anger to come up so I can feel it, so that I know like I'm going to protect my business, I'm going to protect Cassie, I'm going to protect Dr Boatwright, all the tenants I'm going to protect where we work. I'm going to protect our clients. I'm going to protect the sacred bounds of our work. I feel better about it. And I had to cleanse the whole space. The next day that I was in the office I cleansed the whole space, smoked it out, released everything, reset the protection lines in there, because I'm like ain't nobody crossing this fucking door ain't supposed to be in here for nobody, for Dr Boatwright, for the attorneys, nobody that's unsafe, not meant to be here, will not cross those doors. And I felt that protection. I was like no, we are divinely protected.
Speaker 1:So just a story to say if you're angry right now, whether it's angry about what's happening in the country, whether it's in your personal world, allow yourself to feel that anger and ask yourself what's the deeper rooted thing, what is not right, and how can I work with this? And if I need to voice something, if I need to move away from something, if I need to shift something, ask for that clarity and don't be afraid. Don't be afraid to be in that sacred rage. And if you got to fucking scream, you got to, like, go somewhere and do some boxing, some kickboxing. If you got to go to one of those places where you like smash shit to release that, do it. Don't feel bad. Being angry is not bad. What's bad and what can be destructive is when you allow that anger to fester like a sore and get all infected within you and then it infects your mind and then create stories and things that aren't true. And then you escalate from that Like this woman.
Speaker 1:She was not tolerant of someone saying I've had enough, this is not an alignment. And she was like I'm going to push and I'm going to get my way because no one tells me no and I want this and she was weaponizing her illness to manipulate and control, and that's what made me angry. I don't like manipulative people. I don't like people who give excuses and they feel that you have to accept it because as a healer, you're supposed to be loving life. Honey, I'm not fucking loving life, I'm loving. I'm going to kick your motherfucking ass if you cross that boundary. Now I'm going to say it with words. I'm going to be firm. I don't like to get physical, but if I ever have to defend myself, I'm fucking Mexican man that cholo part of me is going to come out, but I don't want to digress into that. But you get what I'm saying.
Speaker 1:Anger is a fail safe in your body. That lets you know something's not right and if you don't listen to it, then it could become deeper rooted, deeper infection, and other symptoms will come of it that are very destructive. So that's the first topic I wanted to talk about. The second topic is, in this cancery, watery season which is actually going a lot better for me than it has in other years, because I feel like I'm really in this grounded place I have decided a couple of weeks ago, since June 22nd, to do this fast to prepare for Mount Shasta.
Speaker 1:And it was actually me having lunch with Cindy and with another friend named Sonia who's coming to my Mount Shasta retreat, and Cindy was telling me that she does these water fasts to just help her get spiritually sound and clear. And we were talking about it in the restaurant and it just lit me up and I was like I want to do that, I want to challenge myself to do a 21 day fast, and I thought I could do the water fast and it realizes I have some serious GERD issues and when I fast with just water, it just is really really, really, really uncomfortable for me. So I'm like, okay, I can't do a full water fast. I get that. So I only eat like a tiny bit, and by a tiny bit I mean like one or two pieces of fruit, a little bit of cheese and just to balance out healthy fats, proteins and a carb. I mean I'm talking tiny, like tiny, less than a hundred calories, just so that I can keep going. And I've been doing it consistently and it's been super powerful, like it's been mind over matter.
Speaker 1:I'm really clearing, I'm getting so crystal clear within myself and I'm really starting to face some things within myself that need healing and right now, I've been in this energy of like resting, and I'm also been in this fear of like not wanting to be seen online. I don't know what it is and I've been in my head about my body and it's shifting. I've lost like 21 pounds since I came back from Seattle and I went gluten-free so since like June 1st and I'm consistently losing weight, of course because of the fast, and you know, I'm finally in this place where it doesn't bother me. I'm not triggered by food. You know. I feel a little hunger, but not a lot. My energy is more balanced. I can sleep well and I'm sleeping a lot, actually, I'm finally resting.
Speaker 1:But I've also been contemplating of like being seen and I've had some worries about my retreats, you know, and going back to the scarcity thing, about money and stability, and a lot of things are being activated. As I'm shedding weight, as I'm shedding old stories, I'm also placing the mirror within myself of like where I still need to heal and where I'm evolving and where roots are of lack of confidence or self-doubt or overworking myself or feeling like I have to prove, and I realized I don't need to do any of these things and I know that I'm shifting into a person that's being led by their heart and embracing and longing for a deeper love of self. Before I can share that love, and by standing in my truth and by unleashing and opening up a primal energy or maybe a former energy or an ancient energy within myself, maybe from a past life, maybe from a childhood thing, where I just wanted to be wild and free and unlimited and uninhibited and unreserved, not caring about what people think, not caring about what people are going to say, if losing followers or losing this or not being seen as my true self and I realized like all of these are still intrinsic fears of not feeling like I'm good enough, or not feeling like I have the capability or the ability, or not feeling or feeling like I'm less than Like. There's this new, renewed energy of me wanting to work with high profile people and celebrities, and it's because I feel that when you're constantly seen like that, you also long to be seen by someone without an agenda, without wanting something for you, and that they have a lot of healing that they need to do as well, and that they're constantly being judged and criticized and people are constantly commenting and creating stories about them and I feel for them.
Speaker 1:I do, and maybe because of my past working with celebrities and really seeing them in their true, natural state, I have the ability, I feel, to just embody that mother nurturing energy of just like. I'm just here for you, I see you for who you are, not what you can do, not what you've done, you know, not because of your status, of your money or whatever. Like there is no separation. We're just two souls here together and I'm learning to embody that of just well. I need to stand in my essence and in my true power and to believe that within myself before I can step up to that level, because I really only want to work with people who are ready to do that. And so I myself am continuing to do the work and I'm really grateful for this fast, because it's allowing me to take the weight off and to shed, not just physically but emotionally and mentally, so that I can get down to the root level of this and really dive into it.
Speaker 1:My goal is to continue to do a secret fasting in between my retreats and in my travels, because I want to get this weight down, I want to get back down to the way that I feel is healthy for me and my weight and my height and for my age, and to be healthy and to be sound and to feel beautiful and confident in my body even though I do feel beautiful and confident but to really embody who I really am, I have to let go of this weight of 10 years. And this weight that I have on my body is old stories, old identities, old patterns of what I felt I needed to do or what's right or to. I was afraid of being judged, I was afraid of not being accepted. I don't give a fuck about that, obviously, you know, and I think I'm just really tired of overworking, of trying too hard, of this hustle mentality that is so fucking toxic, you know, and I just want to lead with my heart and just create and the belief that when I'm leading, if it's an alignment and continuing to check myself, it's in alignment, it's going to come into fruition in the time that it needs to, and so that's what cancer season's been bringing up for me.
Speaker 1:I'm going to continue my fast, I think, until Thursday. I'm actually going to have dinner with Lonnie, and we haven't had dinner with each other in like a couple of months. I'm really excited. And then Friday, I go out of town, hopefully with Cassie, to meet a chef to see about collaborating for retreats. But I'm going to get back on it next Saturday and I'm going to take it all the way up to the 22nd. Do the retreat, come back, do a fast before I go to San Diego, come back from San Diego and fast for a whole month until I go to England.
Speaker 1:I really feel this feels really good in my body. I have sustained energy, I feel whole, I feel calm. I have no pain in my body, no inflammation. My knee is healing. It's healed so well. I can get up and down from the ground easily.
Speaker 1:Yeah, I'm just feeling good, but I'm also going in a lot deeper within myself. So I'll probably be making some videos on social media. But I'm also like I don't want to create for the sake of fear of creation, to get information out there. I want to create like how I create here, with a podcast with you all. That's how I want to create, like how I create here, with a podcast with you all. That's how I want to create online. And that requires me to rest a lot and it does require me to prepare, but I like to do it like doing lives on Instagram and I'm not a short form type of person, you know, when speaking, but I do speak from the heart. So if any of this resonates with you today, I'm glad and I'm glad that you're joining me and I hope that all of you are kind of diving into your feelings.
Speaker 1:I've been getting a lot of clients who are very surprising, who wouldn't come to me for energy healing, been showing up for their monthly appointments for July and they're like for the past two weeks I've been in this emotional state where everything's fucking triggering me and I'm trying to understand, I'm trying to regulate and I'm like, yeah, man, we're going through some big motherfucking shifts and changes and it's going to be rough.
Speaker 1:It's going to be tough and your body's telling you we have got to bring this into the light.
Speaker 1:Let's remove any guilt, shame or any other negative feeling around it or attachment, and let's transmute this, you know, and so I'm excited to see long-time clients of mine shift and change, you know, for the better, so that they can be their best versions of themselves.
Speaker 1:So I remember who they are, that they hold the fucking power, that everything that they desire they can fill it within themselves first, and that's constantly a mirror for me, and it's a constant work that I'm doing every day and I'm proud of all of you that are doing it, and I'm proud of myself of doing it too, and I'm right here with you. I'm right here with you. So, if you find this, know that you are a beautiful soul, you're here, there's a purpose for you, and this journey is about walking each other home to remember who we are and that everything that we desire, the answers, lie within us, and I want you all to be well, take care of yourself, Give yourself lots of grace, love, nurture and compassion, and keep having fun and keep enjoying life. Friends, it's summertime, it's hot, but have fun, embrace that inner joy, heal that inner child and enjoy yourself. Until we meet again, be well and Sat Nam.
